| I know I shouldn't be mad or over reacting. Honestly, i deserved a far worst "talk" with my dad with the one i just had. I just hate it that he thinks i don't know what i want. Or, what i want to do is worthless you could say. I mean my plan is to graduate start working as a pharmacy tech and then go to grad school. And he feels like that if i wanted to work as a pharm tech i should've just gone to a community college. I don't really know what to do. I mean i feel worst that i'm changing majors, but if they knew the real reason as to why i am they'll be more disappointed. I just wish that i could be perfect, but honeslty i've screwed up alot.
I know college is different, and i mean i've done so much that's different in highschool, but at the same time i just wish i was as "smart" you could say in highschool as i am in college. I guess i'm just relearning all the things i've known. I wish i could take one path rather than another detour...
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| "you're a different person now"
i know things are so different from 2 years ago. so many people are happy now, and i cant say i'm not as well, because i am.
its just a weird feeling when i come across people who knows other people... yehh..
its just weird. i cant really describe it, but maybe its not worth mentioning.
this is just ramble
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| I LOVE BOYS OVER FLOWERS..... its sooo freaking cuteeeeeeee...and the guyS are sooo CUTEE esp the main character >< hahahaha. |
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| hey, well this is my first time writrintg in this computer haha my parents and i are thinking about goin on a cruse instead, what do u think?? oo mann i really wanted to visit europe, especailly italy lol. i really love that country, even if im not from it -_-. n e wayss. lately i've been over thinking again. dont u hate it when u've convinced urself one thing, and then the matter pops up even if you've convinced urself the opposite thing otherwise. heh. i think i've just come to a point where i need to accept that "forcing" something cant be done. heh... well thats how nature works anyways...nothing can be forced. well anyways...im bombarded with homework this weekend, and i havnet started a single one yet, aren't i amazing? n e ways. i think i like this computer haha. i dont know, i need to fnnd something to do. i want school to be over. =( |
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